Do you ever meet a person, or persons and realize they crossed your path with reason?
Most often I notice this with the topic we happened to stumble upon falling face down in it. The C word.
So many times you'll hear a tremendous amount of suggestions, whether it be diet, or conspiracy.
You tend to hear it all. With no filter. People share what they believe. Or most often what they've learned along the path. Usually with some grains of experience sprinkled in there.
And so, I find myself sharing our story. Sharing my story. I wonder if it's for therapy, or plain, right out fear.
We set out to find answers. It's humanity really. Giving and receiving. My hope when I share with others, is I will either gain more education, or an ounce of compassion based from experience. It generally sprouts at work when a customer asks for Kris. Or where he's at.
Or Bill and I can be out and about and meet folks. Soon, the story switches to our story. This story.
You'd be sadly amazed on how many people you cross paths with that have held the agony of cancer in their arms. Never wanting to, but having to.
Last week I sold a cover to a guy in AZ. He was driving in to head to NHRA races, and would swing by and get the lid. When he arrived, he was a tall, very tall as in like 6'5" big big dude. A retired fireman.
We carried on as I shuffled to and from production, and installation area.
We began to talk....and of course my topic turned to my fight for my son. And what I've endured for the last 6 months. After he said something to the realm of "hey girl I don't sweat the little things..."-
All along, thinking the same, but my shift of hard work to thrive in more than a physical sense.
And so a conversation blossomed into more information. So much so, I jotted down an author he mentioned, and called my Dad on Saturday while stuck in traffic to see my littlest birdie.
Otto Warburg. Dad, can you look into this, and let me know your thoughts.
I woke on Saturday as Bill left for work and my view was this-
Kinda chuckling to myself, because I had my hair dried straight. This fog right here is the enemy for my frizzy hair. Can I get a holla back familia?
Buellerrrrr.....
Anyway, moving on.....I digress...
I curled up and read for about an hour. My guilty pleasure....Fog. Alone. Cozy blanket.
Also tossing this cutie into the oven for Kali and her roomies.
I'd get on the road, after running to my car with my head covered with a sweatshirt, jk. No, really I did. Because Kali said it was sunny at her place, and I just had to get out of the fog war zone. #firstworldprobz HAHAHA!
But don't fret kids....I'd jump onto the 405/5 south and have this view for 2 1/2 hours. #blessed
Actually, I didn't stress it. I don't care to sit in this. I was on my way to see Kali. My son is alive. I have health...as for now....and I am alive. And I am loved.
And if I looked to my right....at some point...I could see this....
Soon, I arrived and she took me to the cutest little restaurant called Urban Plate. If you've never been, drop everything and RUN. Head straight there, and order their salmon. Drizzled with lemon sauce. errmerrgosh.
We then went and got pedicures.
Blasting out of there wearing these sexy beauts.
Sooner than later, I'd hug and kiss her goodbye. Walking down the stairs of her apartment with a little void in my soul. Looking back at her asking "are you sure you're good honey"-
"Mom, I'm fine...this is home for me...I'm good"
And she is good. It's something to pat myself on the back for. Living, learning and putting herself through school with determination. With tenacity.
As they say, when your little ones can fly the nest, you've done your job.
My drive home did feel a tad bit lonely if I'm keeping it real here. It did. I guess life moves on. Your little's don't need you. You've done your job.
You just keep telling yourself that she's fine...
Everything is gonna be fine....
Right?
Bill and I tucked away early. Long day of work for him. And lots of driving for me. We'd make egg tacos for dinner and close up shop for nighty night by 9.
Waking early to watch my favorite show "Sunday Morning" that starts at 6am.
He asking that I refill our second cup-o-jo'.....
So I'd find these.....
Our third lime tree we will try to grow. We've somehow killed our last two.
Cracking each other up, as I had left his chocolates and silly card in the bathroom. Sneaky little sneakers. LOL
We headed over to Gaylord's to cook him breakfast, and I made him banana nut bread. Something he loves as long as there's extra walnuts.
On the way home we'd take a side road leading us to...
A bar we've heard of, yet never visited.
And you know how I feel about dive bars.
Love them!
Until a guy loaded on PCP decided to waltz in sitting down across from us asking the family next to us if they had some money--
The location of this place is awful.
And so....until next time...if there is one...
Cheers to Joe Josts'!
Hopping back onto Anaheim St straight to PCH in typical "get the hell outta here fashion" crossing the paths of one of my favorite restaurants.
Thinking all along it's probably gonna be so crowded.
When faith landed in our laps again, and they'd have this view cleared for us.
$3.00 mimosas. Tantalums---
One there, and we'd head home.
A little sweet peaceful Valentines Day just as we needed. Alone.
Setting the tone for a great week.
I simply hope.
And so, I leave you with this-
For yourself. For your family. For your kids, or just a friend.
Food for thought, and water for your soul.
Read on lovers...read on. (Sponsored by my customer and new friend Leon in AZ)
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Don't take my word for it research it, this information has been know for many many years but most doctors will not tell you these things because these remedies cost very little and therefore are not profitable to big pharma or the kick backs to doctors. The average doctor has 3 tools in his tool box.
1) CUT - Surgery
2) BURN - Radiation
3) POISON - Chemo
That's it and that's all they know because in Med school they are not taught any thing else.
Please search the following sites and individuals.
- Dr. William Donald Kelly---------- One Answer To Cancer. (Take the time to read this there is very important information in this document. And information is what you need right now.
- Dr. Otto Warberg-----------1931 Nobel Prize Winner , The Root Cause of Cancer (This is a must read to anyone for a basic understanding of oxygen on a cellular level and the effects of it.)
- Check out the following You Tube Videos/Websites
1) Dr. Burzynski----------------Cancer is Serious Business, watch the (PT.1 Trailer2) first its about 3 minutes and then watch the Full Documentary so that you know exactly what you are dealing with.
2) Check out Educate Yourself.org-------------- And look up Forbidden Cures
3) Acid/Alkaline balance and how cancer can not live in an oxygen rich environment.
There is so much more info out there and it has all been proven to work at very little cost and all natural. I hope this helps you save your son. GOD Bless
Thank you
Leon jr
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Kindness. Love. Humanity.
Happy Presidents Day!
Love,
This Mama Lisa
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